one more exam to go and i'm not ready to do it. why? because it's an oral that i don't care about. but i should, because it's for ancient history and i already did crap for the theory. I'm so not in the mood! everyone is on holidays and i'm stuck at home doing my damn oral.
last night we had some kind of gathering at my house to eat. awkward, disappointing, tragic dinner. didn't feel as if i benefitted from it. useless and made me feel quite down. sulked on the phone to law. SORRY and THANK YOU lols. complained to nathan as always lols. i dont know how he hacks it. i'm quite annoying. THANKS nathan! Billy called me last night to talk about the dinner. made up 'excuses' as i call them, but logical reason to him? i don't know. is it going to work? lets see throughout the holidays aye... damnn i wanted it to work haha. have the parents approving, have the brother alright with it. so is it just me? or is it him? dammnnn i can't do this damn ORAL! arghhh!
tomorrow i think i'm going shopping with the girls then perhaps meet up with billy for dinner after his job interview then i have to pick my brother up from the commerce cruise -__- at like 2? damnnn. i have to drive since he'll be drinking arghh dont FEEL like it. but how else is he going to get home ehh? get my mother? and she has to work the next morning. oh well, that's what u get for getting your damn P's. DON'T GET IT. lols.
it's currently 12.30 and i haven't started my oral. i should really get a move on =) massive break out xS so fuckked. fucken stress fuck you yr 12 i hate you HATE you!
michelle
